I find myself losing my mind again. I don't know why I am surprised as I am on holidays with no specific plans and this happens when I have too much time to think. Even being engrossed in movies doesn't seem to help..probably making it worse. I have done the first season of Lost in one sitting, so that used up a bit of time. I need to get back to work, but sad at the thought that I can't ever have a real relaxing rest or break. The exception being when the body gives in and gets sick because it can't keep going. I did have an epiphany to write music to release my thoughts. Haven't written anything seriously since my last break. However, I am keenly aware that it may only increase the problem. Anyone got any emotions or difficult situations that might inspire a song?

Words to self... "if it life was easy, it wouldn't be worth doing"...and "this too shall pass"

 despondent has a man with snakes living next door. I think she was a little surprised to look out her window to find me standing in her garden with Zen, a carpet python. What a gorgeous creature he was. Too bad the owner was not younger and better looking.

And the Wolf strikes again. Meeting unexpected. No contact in years. Yet chemistry still as vibrant as ever. Unbelievable.

The Wolf blames our souls being everlastingly mated.

What is the problem? I hear you ask

Once hooked, hard to free the Wolf.

50 bottles of beer in the fridge, 50 bottles of beer
If 1 of those bottles should happen to fall,
The bottle explodes as it lands 
Sending glass shrapnel flying
Using you as a human dart board

Well, I finally did it. I have a live journal. And you thought it was an empty threat.

Currently watching Angel with despondent after an upset in the tennis for Australia.

Trying to decide whether or not to celebrate the day of my birth next week, and if I did, what would I most enjoy doing?

I hope to be in deep contemplation with you again soon.

Same time, same channel.